chrisinseattle

Well today on Face book I dropped from 666 friends to 6. Yes its dramatic but it’s me. I am so tired of being blamed because I choose my friends or pseudo friends over my family. And How I am such a horrible person because of that.

WELL EVERYONE(almost everyone) has been removed ..

There are a very very few people that I know care about me.. and do not judge me in any way..

The others are acquaintances or people that just added me from the radio show.. well if you want to be connected because of the radio show.. please go to Gay Phone Operator from the T-Man Shows page.. that’s easier.

If you do want to be a friend Please send a request. I just needed to do a cleanup.. it was either that or just deleting the account and not dealing with all the accusations and drama anymore.. also the profile is open to everyone.. what you see is what you get.

Please Please do not be offended by being removed.. just send a request back.. im just tyring to make sure that the people I am connected with.. are people that truly care and want to be friends.

I even dropped the T-man off .. he has not contacted me one time since the show ended.. and now I know.. that yes.. I was just used for ratings.. and I was strung along and lied to the entire time to just get me to keep calling back in.. No matter how many private conversations we had..so so many times he questioned my loyalty.. even after I changed my job schedule to be available for his show.. after I stayed unemployed at his request to be available for his show. No matter how many of his secrets I kept. In the end.. it was all about him and what he could get out of the people that loved him and his show..

You guys want to know what I got for the 12 years I was on his show..

19,000
He paid for my surgery 15K—out of his own money and yes I owe him my life for that.
One Christmas he gave me 1K-he made me sign a receipt saying it was for jokes and show prep
One Christmas he gave me 3k The time he wanted me to stay unemployed and he knew I was about to get kicked out of my place—same thing on this one.. he made me sign a receipt
One Christmas a 60G Ipod

Over 12 years 19,000 that’s 1583 a year. I made myself available every day the show was on .. 4 hours a day 5 days a week that’s 1040 hours a year If you figured that he had a minimum of 4 weeks vacation and then with holidays it drops it down to 900 hours

THAT’S 1.76 an hour.. YES I CHOSE TO PARTICIPATE.. YES I CHOSE TO do everything I joined in.. BUT HE LED ME ON.. he promised me a big screen tv for everything I was doing. He said that several times.. on AIR and in private…

He chose to make our private conversations public on the air.. I chose to leave certain things we talked about off the air.. DOESN’T SEEM quite fair does it.

It really sucks .. that because of how I do my job.. I get backlash .. and bullshit for it.

When I am at work.. I am available for my team to ask questions anytime.

If I come in an hour early.. and people have questions I answer them.. if I am supposed to be at lunch.. I answer them. I normally don't get paid extra for this time.. I just mark it off as I'm helping my team.. and the people I manage.

None of them think oh he's on lunch.. we won't bother him and if I am sarcastic or try to give a hint they still stand there and wait for the answer.. the only way I can avoid it is to come in right as my shift starts and always leave for lunch.. I don't want to do that.

The thing that gets me is that I don't mind answering questions.. I don't mind helping.. it’s what I like about my job the most..

What I don't like.. is when I get questioned about why am I getting overtime pay for a few hours a week.. when no one else is.. or if I ask someone a question or am discussing a work related issue and I am told.. I am on lunch.. I don't want to talk about this. Yes they have the right to do that.. but damn it.. don't come back at me and ask me why I get certain things.. and you don't.. when I put in so much more time.

NO matter how much my new apartment costs.. The Views I have had since I moved in.. have made up for any price difference.

YOU KNOW YOU WANT ONE.

Ok this is still bothering me almost a year later.. so I just want to ask some opinions..

Let’s say.. Rush Limbaugh was out shopping and walking with a friend..

Because of who he is and what he does for work..

2 people threw eggs at rush and said friend and yelled hateful things at him.. both Rush and his friend got hit by the eggs.. Rushs ‘ car got hit as well..

Do you think it is right for the Friend to be upset that Rush did not offer to pay or help for the cleaning of the friends clothes because of the attack..or even accuse Rush of it being his fault because of what he does on the radio or since Rush was attacked as well.. and BOTH were in shock.. you just have to move on..and realize that bad things happen.. whether it was right or wrong..

What do you guys think.

and no they should not have been attacked.. that's not the point of the question..

There are times when I feel down.. and just do not want to talk to anyone.. I need my friends to understand that.. if I am in one of those moods.. that No matter what they say.. No matter what they do.. it does not help.. and just because you want to help and want to talk.. does not mean I am ready or want to..it actually makes it worse.. It has nothing to do with you as a friend.. it has nothing to do with how much you want to help.. It’s that I need space.. I need to be alone.. whether it is for 1 hour 1 day or 3 hours or 3 days.. Or however long it takes.. I need that time.. IT DOES NOT MEAN I DO NOT WANT TO BE FRIENDS.. IT DOESN’T MEAN THAT I DON’T CARE.

IF YOU TAKE IT AS THAT.. IM SORRY.. BUT I CANT CHANGE THAT PART OF IT..

Just try to understand.. that it has nothing to do with you .. and I appreciate that you want to help.. but that’s not how it works for me..

Hugs to you all..

GOOD MORNING

MY FRIEND AIRN IS SO CUTE.. HE GETS SO EXCITED.. AND PROBABLY FORGOT I HAVE THIS.

So, on my desk at work I have 2 22 inch wide screen monitors.. I use both of them equally.. but one is my primary screen and one is secondary.. The primary monitor has my task bar.. so its important to be able to click on it to launch and work with the different programs I use..

Well.. my co workers decided when I was on vacation to play a prank. When I got back I started having issued with my monitor just shutting off.. and when off I had no way to maneuver or work with the programs that were on my primary screen. I checked the cables I checked the docking station.. Everything was fine.. but it would randomly go off and on.. and today.. nonstop.. I couldn’t figure it out.. well I got under my desk today and noticed that.. There was a cord running underneath the wall to my co workers cube..

Jerks had hooked up a clapper(YES CLAP ON CLAP OFF FAME) to my monitor.. so they would randomly clap it on and off. I guess I even did it one day when I was mad and slammed my drawer shut..

I love my co workers…

OK let me clarify i love big wind and rain storms.. thunder lightening.. stuff like that..but when it just drips.. that's what i don't like.

After today I think i am going to be removing everyone that is radio show related from my friends list. I will leave the very few true friends.. and will be so glad to not see a current DJ who complains about what he has to do for the amazing opportunity his no talented ass has right now..

Having your garbage disposal explode and shoot dirty water and potato peelings 3 feet in the air-I'm going back to bed!!!

I left my cell at home today.. grrrr. actually it will be pretty nice being unavailable--not like anyone calls but bill collectors anyway

OMG 53 seconds in.. I almost pissed myself

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY johneide

GOTTA LOVE ANDY AS THE COPPERTONE GIRL

I wanted to thank everyone for the amazing birthday messages and wishes that you sent.. HUGS to you all

My Cousin Nichole.. She has an amazing smile and energy..

TODAY HAS BEEN A HARD DAY.. NOT CUZ THE # THAT'S NEVER THE ISSUE.. BUT BECAUSE OF THE EMPTINESS

Part of why I am upset.. is that for the last 12 years.. I have been able to celebrate every major happening in my life with my friends and family thru the radio show.. Now that it is over.. it’s a huge part of me that’s gone.. And it’s not the same.. Tomorrow is my 40th Birthday.. a day that should be so special to anyone.. .. But it just doesn’t feel that way... I took the day off from work.. I don’t want to deal with people... I don’t want to deal with life. In fact... I just wish I didn’t have to deal with ANYTHING

It's one of those nights.. I just wish that someone could see me.. see who I am .. see what I want... See what I need. It's so hard when I know I have family and friends that love and care about me , Work is going well.. My 40th Birthday is in 2 days.. and I feel like a total failure... Its hard to To feel that I dont want to be here.. I dont know where I want to be..I cant expect anything of anyone else.. if I cant even count on my self.

DAMMMMM

Buca di Beppo Seattle: Dinner Menu

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Just landed in Seattle

I won't be doing internet from the plasne

Fianlly boarding the plane. Home by 11p. I hope

I'm at LAX for 4 hours. Who wants to come entertain me. And you know what I mean..... grin

So I didn't get on the earlier flight but did get first class on the 7p flight. So now 3 hours in LAX. Boring

Just saw Morgan Spurlock at LAX

Sent from my amazing G-1

Sent from my amazing G-1

Sent from my amazing G-1

I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME IN 2 DAYS .. I WANT CALIFORNIA TO BE MY HOME